我在此Profile

我就是我。没有别的我。

“如果，缘分能够牵引爱情。那么，爱情是什么？缘分又是什么？”

我叫Nikki，18岁。我是个很容易消极的人。经常被朋友抛弃。总结来说经常一个人？你认为呢？你可以相信50%，50%你可以不信。那就要看你的决定。

每个人都说，爱情会在你的未来降临的。但是，我个人觉得，我不认为爱情会在我的未来出现。因为，我的心已经深深被暗恋/初恋者伤害了。所以，现在的我完全不相信缘分了。更别说缘分，就连我自己都没有男友。还谈什么恋爱呢！

我人生就像被捆绑的玩偶。只要别人命令干什么，我就去做什么。这就是为什么我很容易被别人抛弃。因为玩偶太旧了，需要新的玩偶。所以，他们把我丢掉，拿一个新的玩偶代替我。我就像2手货的玩偶。一直被人捡起，最后把我给抛弃。人们常说，我是不会哭的玩偶，很会开玩笑的玩偶。所以当他们闷或伤心时，我都是为他们打气加油，或跟他们说笑话。当他们有新的玩偶后，他们自然而然把我抛弃了。人生嘛。。。就算我哭泣，别人还会批评地说：“你看，又哭了。整天哭不烦吗？就知道哭，没什么不会做的了。”

所以，我在这里跟大家说下。其实，我是有broken english 和 broken chinese 的。所以，大家别介意啊。哈哈哈哈哈。

Postcript: I had a broken English and broken Chinese. So, you guys don't mind it, right?

Someone asks me a ridiculous question. So I had to be the honest answer all the question.

1) Why you call yourself as "Nikki"?
Well, you see. My family, friends, they usually call me Nikki loh... So, did any problem with my name?

2)You look usually happy, but why you keep updating the emo and sadness post ?
Where I should start... Okay, I tell you that I have some difficult past experience with my family, friends, classmates, and social club. Don't tell me that you did not experience any difficult problem in your life. If not, I can tell you that, you born without worriedness and sadness. Am I right?

3) How old are you?
Why should I tell you? Are you my stalker? I either nor 20, neither 30. Hahaha, guess by yourself. I not gonna to tell you. Even the sub title I wrote was fake. I tell you don't trust it, okay?

4)Did you like to write novel/story/poem?
What? Hahaha... I can tell you that I did not have leisure time to write it. You should know that I busy with my college stuff things. But don't worried, I will write my personal feelings, past, and diary. 

5)What is your dream？
I bet a lot of my friends ask me the same thing to me. Well, to be honest, when I was young, I want to become a nurse because can cure the disease. Crazy right? When I was secondary school student, I say I want to become a wedding planner to see the couple married happy together. Hahaha... I laugh until my stomach pain, you know what, that time I was crush with somebody, so I had that feeling. All I can say that my dream change from time to time. Hahaha... Maybe you realised that you miss someting important to ask me question.

6)What is your "actual" dream?
Hahaha... that's true. To be honest, I like to take photo everywhere, including views, foods, peoples, events and etc. But I don't like to take SELFIE ah. Take note please. So I wish one day I can become a really photographer. 

7)Are you a social club fans?
Hahaha WHAT? Are you saying that I am a social club fans... Speechless... I join every social club is because I want to gain experience. Not only like that, I also want to help society that they really need our help and I want to meet new friends. 

8)Are you an anime fans?
Of course, I do. Well, I watched many types of anime like One Piece, Fairy Tail, Sword Art Online and etc... I can't write too many at here. Why? This is because later my profile has been occupied by the anime that I list it. 

9)Why you like to write everything in blogger?
To be honest, I want to share my story and diary to everyone so that they will read it by themselves. Not only like that, I also want to read back my story after....... Okay, that's it. 

Camera Equipment: DSLR Canon Eos 600D / Iphone 5c